I start a new job on Monday. YAY! Finally. It's doing HR work for a "big" company but it sounds really great. I like working with people - even if sometimes they can be such pains. Hopefully things go great there. I'm on "probation" for the job so I hope I do really well so they'll keep me (and I get the company benefits...heh heh heh).
Other than that life's been pretty much up and down (as usual). "Heart-to-heart" discussions with my mom have been happening quite a lot recently and I realize that working out my emotions is better for everyone. I realize now that the only one I'm really mad at is myself for being so dumb and irresponsible. I always blamed her for my problems when deep inside I knew I was the only problem in the situation.
In order to correct this, I've challenged myself to change my habits. I've heard that it only takes thirty days to change a behavior and I'm hoping that'll ring true for me.
It's time to turn over a new leaf and become responsible and become accountable for my own problems and shortcomings. I hope things work out really well...and I know that they will as long as I stick by my word and follow through with things (following through has never been my strong suit).
Posted at 21:24 by
carhithiel